4:55 PM - Tuesday, February 16, 2010
Weet!
Chinese new year really sucks this year. Fights and arguements, and my blocked nose..
Anyway, been seeing alot of mom and child reconcile thing on television and in the newspapers.
Its always the child being given away, then the mom wanting to reconcile with the child after decades. Come to think of it, i dont know, but if it were me, i'd really not want to acknowledge my biological mother after 17,18,19,20 years of my freakin life. I mean, i spent my growing years with this woman who loved me all the same, and she is the only mother to me what.
So what if the biological mother gave birth to you, she didnt do any of her mother duties at all. And if she's gonna stay with u now, its gonna be so awkward aint it? Its just like trying to get use to calling some reently known stranger "mom". Its so cruel to force people to accept that fact, to throw this woman at u and demand u acknowledge her.
Haha really feelin so strong bout this i dont know why either. Maybe you'd want to reconcile if you knew ur biological mother at birth, and knew that you had to separate for some sad reason. Hah alright enough of this.
Talkin bout parenting, i use to blame every parent for the spoilt child. However, it's dawn upon me that sometimes, the child
just doesnt listen. Take my bro for example. All the years of teaching, caning, beatings, talking to, and punishments, still so disrespectful and uncompassionate. Im really shocked he's my twin. Its an unbelievable yet undeniable fact. Im not gonna bad mouth him here, cus i still love him. Jus disappointed at the way he is now. Hope he'll learn someday! Yeah i know im speakin like im his mom. He speaks to me like that too okay. Idiot.
