5:12 PM - Thursday, December 13, 2007
Hey look at that! i drew the tree and the guy jumpin in shock cus a coconut fell from the tree. then my sis added that genie. so cute la!
Anyway, have been thinking. Life has been very boring the past few years. everybody around is either feeling tired or sick. people dying from cancer, people suffering from depression, people so damn stressed out at work, trying to please customers etc. my sister had started work.
we go to school, grow up, get a job, get married, have kids, and grow old. is life this boring?
i want to do something more exciting. am i asking for too much? all i want is my parents to be happy, my mom to be healthy and strong, my bro to hurry grow up, the old to be taken care of, the sick to be cared for, the poor to be given fairness, people to understand each other. oh okay.. that's quite alot.
maybe someday, i'll be living in another country, with my husband and kids. you know, settle down and enjoy life. own a business or smth like that.
many wonder why youngsters wanna migrate. aint singapore good anough? safe and secure. yea that's right. but it's too boring. it's either PAP or opposition, school or work, arguin or shedin tears, lrt or shuttle buses, sales or great discounts, privileges or free goodie bags.. everybody rushes. not only for free goods. they rush to be first, to be top, to be the cleverest, the fastest, the highest etc.
i wanna leave this scary place. live by the countryside in another faraway place..
i wanna do something meaningful.. lawyer? doctor? teacher? surgeon? designer? architect? too busy a life.. how? am i just being lazy?
if i had all the time in the world, i would go around helping the needy.
if i had all the money in the world, i would donate generously.
too bad i don't have all the time and money in the world.
if i could turn back time, i wouldn't do those things that disappointed my mom.
if i could turn back time, i wouldn't have said those words which hurt my dad.
too bad we cant turn back time..
sigh..
