8:45 AM - Wednesday, May 9, 2007
Today was boring. went to the dentist and we took our own sweet time to get back to class and wasted about 2hours. really tired and i really cannot forget the "blood night"... haunts me. have trouble falling asleep and i feel uneasy alone at home.. told tiger bout how i felt and he said he knew i was still thinking about it. said he didnt want to ask me just incase i have forgotten bout it already. sigh.. scared..sis is going to india for her internship very soon. so soon like tomorrow? sigh i want her!! dont let her go!! you grab the left and i'll grab her right! argh.anyway ill try to appreciate the peace i have at home then. if i can get the "blood night" off my mind..not going to school tmr. going to CGH again for my back thing. then sending sis off.